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to where i stand…
well i guess it has been awhile since i last posted something on my tumblr. things have been pretty rough lately, or should i say VERY rough. i have gone through shits that is quite ineffable, so overwhelming that it eats me alive every single day. things that i never thought would’ve happen, though i might have see it coming through the weird signs that was going around me before. but still, it’s bad and i gotta admit, it is also my fault. in the nutshell, it’s basically about me, my future, my life. it’s been 2 weeks now, and i’m slowly taking things one at a time just to make sure that this time i won’t screw things up again. for what it’s worth, for whatever have happen, it happened and i ain’t taking some bullshit phrase that says, “what’s past is past, let’s just move on” to help me with what i am now. sure it’s true that we need to move on, but fuck! what’s past is not just some past, it’s like learning history. we look back at it and learn the shit we did and turn them into something good in the near future! right? i’m sick and tired for being said that as if i did nothing all this while, it’s like i’m a worthless piece of crap who deserves nothing at all from this world. well yeah, i did and i failed, so i admit maybe i wasn’t doing as great as anyone would thought that i could do. maybe it wasn’t just enough. in this world, NOTHING is ever enough for us! but get this, i am taking this to the grave and i am taking it with PRIDE and GLORY! so to whom that is concern, you just wait. i’m just an ordinary boy, my physique is just normal, slightly fat though but i am no mr.tough guy for sure. and pfft my looks? fuck my looks man, i certainly never even have the thought that my looks are great. why do people judge others by their looks instead their personalities these days? it’s pretty sickening. yeah maybe some people just look good but they don’t have the brains. well guess what? they do. people can be smart in many ways. if you wanna talk about the good stuff, yes people can make a change. what i’m saying here is that, looks are not important! i can prove that to you, but like i said. you just wait. i know, i’m a fucking failure. i suck at some things that some people are good at. sure sometimes i wonder, to what do i draw upon to where i stand. so here it goes, i’m not just saying shits to let out some feelings here but i put this down to make sure that i am not shitting myself, cause this is my turning point in life. i am going to make sacrifices, and i am definitely ready to make a change.
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(via dionataprudenciadebbie)
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yesssssssssssss!
(via welovewilliams)
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If you ignore me, I’ll ignore you. If you take a long time to reply, I’ll take a long time to reply. If you give me attitude, I’ll give you attitude. If you don’t try to be my friend, I won’t try to be your friend. I’m patient, but I don’t play the one-sided game. You receive exactly what you give; the way I act is based on how you act towards me.
(Source: mellokitty, via yellowsyndrome)
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REALITY
in life, there are a lot of big romantic moments. and they make life worth living. but here’s the problem; moments pass, and lurking just around the corner from those moments is a cruel, unshaven bastard named reality.
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(via 128-bpm)
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(a-turner)
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likeneelyohara:(via anorexorcists, bompton)
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sometimes i wish i’m a cat person, too bad i’m allergic to them :(
(Source: gorgeous-love)
